Doctors

Updated on 4 July 2012


I have #autism. 


Specifically Aspergers, it's not fun, and it is often depressing not knowing how to handle the problems it causes. 
I am only getting limited support, from my wife, she has done a huge amount of research to help me, which is wonderful, she hasn't given up on me yet but sometimes feels I'd be better off alone, for my sake!
But, hey, I am in love with here, and we are almost like twins!
Except for the Autism!


Over 6 weeks ago, I went to seek medical attention and support, as a result I was told that a mental health team were suppposed to contact me, the doctor knew at the time that I was feeling suicidal, as this is how badly my condition affects me. 


I have not got myself a new prescription of antidepressants for four weeks now because they don't seem to affect me. I've used them many times before in my life, and all they do is up the dosage. They treat me like I am depressed, no depressed and suicidal, not mentally different, not fragile and confused. 


I just feel like I am not important. Even worth a thought by them.


I've found out about the mercury that are in syringes that directly cause symptoms including Autism, overnight (there is also a news documentary story about this happening to a toddler).


That really concerns me! my wife also found out that people who know about in in the profession, chemists, manufacturer employees, get instantly struck off and sacked for mentioning the terrible things put in these vaccines. Not just mercury.


So I at least expect some attention. Or is it that because all modern practice doctors know is medicine and chemical balances, not natural remedies and nutritional health. 

An Apology: Overreactions and Paranoia

I apologise about my recent outbursts on twitter, 

I was just having a big bout of depression the other day, and I caused a bit of upset and confusion, as, I was actually acting antisocially with me tapping away on my phone. (an Aspergers related trait)

Sorry about that folks.
All was not as it seemed the other day, I get a little too paranoid sometimes!

I can be a bit of an anxious guy and do not really show that too much until I have these panic attacks and get all crazy. I have a lot of issues in my life at the moment, unemployment, trouble with the children, feelings of uselessness, it makes me think and worry too much, needlessly so.

I should be getting therapy for this, but the NHS seems uninterested, as I have tried on many occasions now to seek the right therapy by the right people, and I am sick of the stuff I am given, Sertraline. It's useless, used it on and off for years and it does nothing for me!

So yeah, sorry about that guys

Plagues & Pestilences: "The Island of The Widows" – Mystery Disease Kills Thousands

New has broken about a Mystery Disease that Kills Thousands in Central America; 

• 24,000 in El Salvador; 2,000 in Nicaragua
• Hundreds in Mexico and Panama
• Chronic Kidney Epidemic at Rates Unseen Virtually Anywhere Else
• Second Biggest Cause of Death Among Men in El Salvador and Nicaragua
• Agenda 21?

Source: Conspiracy HQ