31/03/2012

Funny Photo: Car grinding

Obviously someone forgot they were not skateboarding...

No job for a year

It's.... *sign* been a year now, and this is stressing me out, real bad. 

Here's some untainted, REAL LIFE statistics for you:


  • One year of Unemployment (plus another four months - updated 4th July)
  • Married to a wife with 7 children, 5 who live here (now 6 - 4th July '12), who have run away from an abusive marriage;
    They are on benefits, and had been forced to move ten times for safety, and on benefits because of the very noticable mental scars and sensitive family split between the children caused - The Government expects me to cater for all family members despite that I have untreated Aspergers, and the family's incapacity, if I get a job. My wife would have a job otherwise, if there were any to find today (She has an Msc, and is a very intelligent knowledge trawler)
  • To stay Married, and live in this house with this family, I'd need to be earning at least £45,000 PA, and that's for just the basics!
  • I'v eonly landed three job interviews
  • 600-900 Jobs Applied for
  • Employers do not like non drivers
  • Employees do not like Skilled but inexperienced people
  • Been forced by Job Center to apply for minimum wage, demeaning, humiliating, soul destroying menial jobs you'd only see young teenagers doing, with no hope
  • The Job Center sends me on "courses" to improve my interview skills and my CV, four so far, I only needed to do it once
  • 4th July 2012: Still unemployed, Job Agency reveals to me that what the Job Center did to my CV was worthless and out of date, and the reason why I have had no interviews. He in fact even went as far as to say it was fine before it was changed!
  • Job Center kept urging me to participate in their "Work Trial" scheme;
    where you work for free, and get considered based on performance.
    Only big retail companies participated in this, and Tesco took advantage of it by not hiring anyone after each trial.

Then what is so "plus" about the job center?

They don't help you get a job. Sure, they correct your "inability" and "flaws" at interviews, and fix (destroy) your CV through Course Agencies. Yeah, like that helped.
So what they effectively do, is make your chances even worse, waste your time with needless "courses" and excessive form filling to prove you are applying and trying to improve, and basically bully you into applying for anything they have.

So I've decided to go it alone and while doing these stupid Jobcenter interviews, I am trying to start my own work.

Oh, and Now David Cameron has made things much, much worse!

  • Child Maintenance benefits are about to be axed
  • We get less money as a couple than we would with Jobseekers Allowance and Incapacity Benefit combined, much less.
  • Housing benefit is about to be cut by 45%, we will have to pay the other 55% for a four bedroom house with 8 people (4 under 16) forcing us to have to move to a poorer area, away from family and friends, changing schools and the living environment we are used to (my wife and her kids have moved so much now, that even the kids are fed up with school and feel alienated, and often do not want to leave the house, with one of them even deciding pint blank that they will be home teached from now on, which has now been applied)
  • Increased Tax, incurring higher utility bills (costs from the companies have also risen) and thousands in personal debt
So, Mr Cameron, "in this together" are we? I invite you to live the same way I which you are forcing us to prove it.

I HAVE WORKED ALL MY LIFE, SINCE LEAVING SCHOOL AND DURING COLLEGE (4 years of it, which never gave me the career I hoped for), I WAS MADE REDUNDANT, I DID NOT QUIT, I AM NOT A SCROUNGER, NEITHER IS MY WIFE. MY FAMILY MEMBERS ARE CLINCALLY SICK, and we only have the money to pay for unhealthy, toxic GM, fake ingredients food, which you allow this country to grow, process and import.

YOU ARE SICK CAMERON, SICK IN METHOD AND CAUSE, YOU ARE NOT HELPING THE PEOPLE OF THIS COUNTRY, ONLY THE MEGA RICH CORPORATIONS WITH MONOPOLIES. YOU ARE RUNNING THIS COUNTRY LIKE IT'S A CORPORATE OFFICE.

GET A NEW JOB CAMERON, BECAUSE MOST OF US WANT TO TELL YOU, YOUR'E FIRED!

WE ALL HAVE REAL, LIFE-CHANGING, AND OUT OF CONTROL REASONS WHY WE ARE ON BENEFITS AND NOT AT WORK, ONE REASON IS YOU!

30/03/2012

Doctors

Updated on 4 July 2012


I have #autism. 


Specifically Aspergers, it's not fun, and it is often depressing not knowing how to handle the problems it causes. 
I am only getting limited support, from my wife, she has done a huge amount of research to help me, which is wonderful, she hasn't given up on me yet but sometimes feels I'd be better off alone, for my sake!
But, hey, I am in love with here, and we are almost like twins!
Except for the Autism!


Over 6 weeks ago, I went to seek medical attention and support, as a result I was told that a mental health team were suppposed to contact me, the doctor knew at the time that I was feeling suicidal, as this is how badly my condition affects me. 


I have not got myself a new prescription of antidepressants for four weeks now because they don't seem to affect me. I've used them many times before in my life, and all they do is up the dosage. They treat me like I am depressed, no depressed and suicidal, not mentally different, not fragile and confused. 


I just feel like I am not important. Even worth a thought by them.


I've found out about the mercury that are in syringes that directly cause symptoms including Autism, overnight (there is also a news documentary story about this happening to a toddler).


That really concerns me! my wife also found out that people who know about in in the profession, chemists, manufacturer employees, get instantly struck off and sacked for mentioning the terrible things put in these vaccines. Not just mercury.


So I at least expect some attention. Or is it that because all modern practice doctors know is medicine and chemical balances, not natural remedies and nutritional health.